mask.
am i not supposed to wear one? people who lived here before say so as well. they think its a collective fraud. a facade that is put on. to make sure the collective fraud remains the way it is supposed to be. but am i not supposed to? after all turmoils that made me a mask? i am my mask. or am i not? or maybe i am in some transition mode. trying too hard to become the mask i want to be. be one with it. but a bit of me still remains. on the mask. on me. it remains all over me. all over the mask. as much as i want to break free of me to be one with the mask, i get entangled in me. i will try harder from tomorrow. to make the collective fraud look real. to be more of the mask and less of me. i promise.
am i not supposed to wear one? people who lived here before say so as well. they think its a collective fraud. a facade that is put on. to make sure the collective fraud remains the way it is supposed to be. but am i not supposed to? after all turmoils that made me a mask? i am my mask. or am i not? or maybe i am in some transition mode. trying too hard to become the mask i want to be. be one with it. but a bit of me still remains. on the mask. on me. it remains all over me. all over the mask. as much as i want to break free of me to be one with the mask, i get entangled in me. i will try harder from tomorrow. to make the collective fraud look real. to be more of the mask and less of me. i promise.
